my own world

2009-09-19T10:13:00.000-07:00

m i seeing things on my blog background?????

2009-08-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

Hellooooooooo ppl ~

HA! Nt been working yest n today.Yest took MC as Babykee nt feeling well.Been vomitting n running toilet.SO KE LIAN!!!!

Today is my off day.Went gym.Attended my Body Combat class!

It was FUN!Will attend it regularly.Went to fetch Babykee after tt.Headed to Causeway pt for dinner.Shop a bit n headed hm.Baby need to study for her UT tt is coming up.As for me, hahaha here i m blogging!

Know wat?My dearest Babykee like to read my blog. HA! MY FAN(s)!Ok hope baby will get well soon.Alright! Tts it for today.Will be back soon!

*thou i see u everyday but i still miss u... my baby*

2009-08-04T18:29:00.000-07:00

GD MORNING PPL!! Ha now is 930 in e morning. Babykee in sch now. While me gonna be ready to go n haf my hair cutted, den go to work. Know wat? I cant wait till mth end. HA! I know now its only e begining of e mth. Its becoz I'll be taking a short leave during e end of e mth!

I wanna go for a short holiday! But i dun think Babykee can. Haix shall see how it goes.

Woo! Talking abt holiday. I wanna go Taiwan next yr! Had talk abt it wif Babykee.

But she dunno can make it or not.As she might need to go Aust wif her teachers n sch mate for 2 weeks. So shall see how again. Haix.

Hmmm... haven been met up wif frenz lately. Hope everything is doing well.

Maybe mth end den met up n chill?Oh! I've been working out in gym.

HA! Hope to get myself in shape! >.<

OK! Gonna get myself prepared to go out now.Be back soon!

*Baby,2 more mths to go!Hee!Muackz!*

>.<

2009-07-28T18:18:00.000-07:00

Love is fragile.Anyone agree?Or maybe it depends on individual?Wat is LOVE?

Definition of it?Well, still depends on how u see it.Some will say its simple.

Trust,Care n Concern.Is it really tt simple?

I guess sometimes these 3 simple things even if u lose grip of any,Love became fragile.Maybe tts wat i think only.These 3 things might sound simple to do,but difficult to maintain?

Eg.A married couple.After so many yrs of marriage.But e prob is still there.Is it 1 of e party isn't putting effort anymore?Or simply LOVE is not there long ago.

Sometimes u wan LOVE to be simple n sweet.But i think its a little out of ur control.

Well,just a little piece of my mind.

So! Hope all couples or married couples stay sweet always.Not for any other things.

But for e LOVE u all had wif each other.Just recall e moments u all had wif each other.

Treasure.

*I've always been*

2009-07-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

OUR TRIP TO PHUKET! HERE IS E PICS! HAHAHA SO LONG DEN POST. SORRY!

my baby on bike

jerine on bike

I rent a bike to ride ard phuket.

so fun!!! Its damn cheap.Only 13 bucks for 24 hrs! damn enjoy!!! plus u dun haf to put on helmet while riding! WOO!!!!

Our hotel swimming pool ....

over view of e beach...

Dis is e bar tt we went.

See e temp?Damn cold inside la!

all e diff kinds of vodka

e person there help us take a photo.

we squeeze tgt as its damn cold!

plus me n baby is wearing tank top?

*shiver*

LOLX! cute ronald!

Jerine n her newly bought bra..... -.-

We just checked in not long n we faster hunt for food!

our table is full of seafood!

Of coz not to forget e TOM YUM SOUP!

Baby 1st time on plane.she was damn happy!

So! dis is it! Finally manage to post e pics. I wanna go Taiwan next yr! Really hope so...

Last but not least....

HAPPY 1 YR N 9 MTHS BABYKEE!!!!

I LOVE U N I'VE ALWAYS BEEN.....

2009-05-21T00:08:00.000-07:00

Been off duty for str 3 days (including today). Din do much.Yest went Sentosa wif Jayvon n Jo.Talked a lot.Laugh a lot too.Too bad Gab cant make it as she got interview.

Two more weeks or rather one n a half week to my leave.Would be taking a 10 days leave from 2nd June till 11Th June.Clearing my leave at e same time celebrate my bade.DAMN! Time flies.

Hmmm... wanna say thanks a lot to my Babykee.Thanks for e advanced bade gift.U muz haf spend a lot.I truly like it a lot.

just wanna say... "it" has nv change even a bit.

2009-05-20T23:20:00.000-07:00

Dis song,sang by Jolin.I like it very much.So ppl... enjoy.......

2009-04-14T11:02:00.000-07:00

YUP! BACK!

Its been long tt i nv update.So many things had happen.Been busy at work.Market is really bad i would say.Lotsa ppl cant find a job n those who got retrench haven found a job yet.Hope dis period would end soon.Sales haf been pretty bad for me too.

Company is cutting cost.So as to say tt my pay will be lesser.Which means i muz work double hard to get wat I'm getting now.Well i guess tts wat i can do now.

Just to update, Me,Babykee,Jerine n Gab went for a 3 days 2 nite holiday at PHUKET! HEE! Had lotsa fun!All of us became darker when we r back.We took a few pics only as we busy playing.LOLZ! N my Babykee 1st time took a plane.HEE! I knew she would love it n she love tt place so much tt she dun wanna come back.Glad she enjoyed.

OH YA!!! b4 tt, on v day.... me n Baby went to had dinner Cruise.Something tt we nv tried b4.Dinner at e middle of e sea.... nice scenery... n we watched fire woods too! Too bad we cant video it down.But its OK!As long as we catch it.HEE!!!

Maybe I'll post all e pics all at 1 go!LOLZ!

*still falling for u.....

2009-01-15T06:32:00.000-08:00

YO YO YO !!!!!

Finally! Here r e pics u all haf been chasing me.LOLZ!

HA! HOPE U ALL LIKE E PICS !!!!! C ALL OF U SOON!!! CHEERS!

2008-12-29T23:02:00.000-08:00

YOZ!!! MERRY XMAS N A VERY HAPPY NEW YR TO ALL!!!!

Ha!Finally I've got e time to blog.Been real busy at work due to xmas.HEE!!! But I'm HAPPY!Busy means my sales is great!I'm working hard towards my goal.Wanna hit e highest commission.Wanna save up n go for a holiday trip wif my Beloved BABYKEE!

Yest n today was my off day.Finally I got to off 2 days in a row! Been so tired LA! Not feeling well too.Think I've over work or something.Got sore throat n flu.But i wanna get well soon!Wanna meet up wif my frenz n spend new yr eve tgt!Haven seen dem for quite sometime already.Drinking n playing... relaxing... putting aside all my stress at work.

Well wat i can say is being at work I'm quite stress everyday.Stress tt i couldn't get any sales.OK!!! Enough of my work stuff.

Right now at hm waiting for babykee to get ready den we gonna set off to catch our very 1st meal of e DAY! YES!!! Its like afternoon already but we still haven eat yet.OK!!! SHE IS OUT!My turn to bathe!!!

Dearest frenz.... SEE U ALL SOON!!!!!

Cam whore at hm ....

iloveu my dearest ...I've always been...

2008-12-19T09:24:00.000-08:00

BACK!

I'm tired.Really tired.Been working long hrs lately due to xmas is coming.Y xmas is such a BIG day to almost everyone?Buying gifts n stuff.Well maybe tt is something i wun know?Not a christian nor a Catholic here.

Hoping by working longer hrs will be able to bring in more income for me.It means a lot to me.Maybe not to me only but to some others out there.Since young i used to envy those peeps without money probs.Guess till now i realise diff ppl haf diff probs.Well... get use to it!

Just hoping tt my plans will be able to carry out.Just hope tt i wun disappoint babykee.No matter wat I'll make it happen.Lately nothing much happen.Babykee is having her holidays now.N yup!Her mum just opened a stall.Me n babykee went to help out on Monday n Tuesday.Quite fun thou!

Right now babykee is using her lappy to chat n playing online pool... which she saw me playing e other nite n now she got hook on it.Last nite played till 5 plus in e morning! wt... guess today will be e same?Nothing i can do thou.Wat she wans she wans.Anyway just hope she dun fall sick.I dun feel gd to see her feeling unwell.I felt terrible too.She knows?I dunno.

So!I guess dis is my longest post so far after so many mths.Well doubt a lot read my blog also.So... who cares?Right?

things might change unknowingly... i guess

2008-12-06T07:33:00.000-08:00

YOZ! Back to update. My babykee said my blog is dead? Ya ya... not only her. I bet those who know me think like wise too. Well xmas is coming. Damn busy at work recently.Hope to get more sales.Which means... earn more $$$$ !!!

Well, later going sch to fetch Babykee from sch.Today finally is my off day.So damn tired.OK! sure go prepare soon! Be back soon!

*pls haf faith in me n our r/s.I'm really putting in my everything to make dis work.I believe u too.So lets work hard tgt ok?*

From ur one n only....

Babylee

2008-11-04T04:53:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY BABY !!!

Hee! Thou its last mth but still i wanna say dis.Counting on... today sld be our 1yr n 14 days tgt.lolx!

On e actual day which is e 23rd of Oct, i was off. Baby din go sch too.Slept till quite late hee! Den we set off to town to get dinner.

Brought baby to GIRAFFE RESTAURANT N BAR for dinner.As I've made reservation already. :)

Its located just opp ISTANA.The food was nice!I brought Baby there becoz she said b4 tt place was quite nice to dine in?N i said ok we'll go there soon n check it out.HEE!!!

We gave each other a present.Its almost e same just tt e size was diff.LOLZ! Wat I'm talking abt its e card we make for each other.Pics will be posted on our blog soon.

HEE!! Baby is sleeping now.Poor Baby.Feeling a little unwell.Everything will be fine soon ok? *muackz*

*There is so much to do wif u...Too many things too little time?But dun worry...We've a lifetime ok?*

everyday iloveu

2008-10-19T22:07:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl ... back again.Dis is my 2nd post for dis mth?Well... busy wif work tts y.

Being posted back to Vivo city to work.So far things r going fine.

Just hope i cld earn more n manage to save some.

Looking forward to dis coming Thursday.I wan mth end to come soon too!

PAY DAY PAY DAY!!! Sat baby went back to sch for some events.

Texted me tt her new urban male sandal snapped!She was sad.Me too.Coz i know she like it a lot.Well, I'm working.Can't help her much too.

But i went home wif a surprise for her! HEE! *baby hope u like it.*

*baby dun worry ... anything happens just rem u got me.I'm just behind u supporting u all e way.*

*i just love u

2008-10-06T02:51:00.000-07:00

I'm off today! YAY! So is tomoro! Well today baby nv go sch again... -.-

said she is tired.So met up wif jayvon n here we r at town, Gloria Jean's.

Me n baby brought our laptop along too!She say she wanna study for tomoro's UT?

Dunnno will or not.Think she happily chatting away in msn den studying? AR LA AR LA!

Tomoro I'm going for my theory pract.Hope i rem most of e questions n their ans.In order to get my PDL.I've stopped going for lessons for very long already.Hope dis time i can continue n get my licence fast.Tt would let me save a lot on cab fares.

Which means i muz learn to cut down on my drinking sessions too.OH! Talking abt tt, Sat just met up wif e rest!Had fun as usual.Its been long since all of us last met up.As everyone is busy wif their sch or work.Which is a gd thing?But hope all of us still can meet up more often?

2008-09-21T22:35:00.000-07:00

Today is my off day! Finally! Din off last week.Damn tired.Well, yest something unpleasant happened.Its abt e post ppl having n wat post I'm in.It just makes me think e world is just like tt.If u r taking up a higher post ppl look at u n gave an impressive look.But if u r holding a normal post ppl will just smile n say "oh! i see... nt bad..." . Giving u another look of his/hers.

Tt is e society.?Well,i sure put it behind me i guess.I'll prove it n i wun let ppl haf e chance to give me tt look of theirs to me.I'll work hard for it. N thanks baby for giving me her views abt dis.N she will give me her fullest support.XIE XIE BABY.

Well,tomoro marks our 11mth tgt.SO! Tt means our 1 yr anni is coming! So excited abt it.HAAS! I've some plannings already.Yet to be confirm... So baby just haf to follow me! Both of us is so happy n cant wait for tt day to come.

*I'm nt leaving till u ask me to.... * iloveu

2008-09-16T08:05:00.001-07:00

HELLO!!!!

Typing dis out using my lappy!! First of all , thanks baby for accompanying me walking ard to find e laptop tt i really like.We walked quite a lot tt day.She knows if tt day i didn't purchase a laptop I'll be upset?As i wanted it for quite a while already.SO .... XIE XIE BABY! *muackz*

Trying to get rid of my com now.Well just wanna sell off my cpu.As i like my lcd monitor a lot?Lolx. Well hope i can manage to sell off at a gd price?Anybody wans?HA!Its not a veri old model thou.Haas.

OK... anyway , my job is getting on well. Baby is doing fine in sch too!

But baby is gonna be busy pretty soon.Well all e best to baby!As for my side , I'll work hard too! Wanna save money.Hope to achieve wat i wanted ...

*everyday feels so rite wif u by my side ... *

loving u...

2008-09-07T09:48:00.000-07:00

Here i m after a long break.My job is getting on pretty well... Trying my best to fight for my own income...Trying to earn as much as i can.Wanna start my saving plans asap.Age is catching up.LOLZ!!! Meaning I'm old... HAAS! I know i m... Tts wat my frenz think... Anyway I'm e oldest among dem.

Well... ard me n me , myself... a lot of things happen... No matter wat is it ... I'll overcome it.Wanna be strong. As wat I've promised Baby...

Baby... dis is from me...

Baby no matter wat happen,I'll always be by ur side.Nv gonna leave.I meant wat I've said.We'll prove tt our love is for real n nothing its gonna beat tt.Thou u said in e future we'll nv know wats gonna happen.But for now I'm sure of my feelings towards u.So pls dun doubt it.I know words cant prove it now.So let time do it.I'll prove tt I'm sure of wat i wan n my feelings.Ever since e day tt i held ur hand...

*loving u always is wat i wanna do...

2008-08-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 10MTH BABY!!!

Hee!!! Time flies... I'm looking forward to every 23rd of every mth!From e beginning till even now.Till ALWAYS!!

So much to say to u... so much to do wif u... so many place to go wif u... i just couldn't wait...

2008-08-21T09:24:00.000-07:00

Using baby's lappy.She is using it so just lend a while to blog dis shit out.While she is using e lappy just now,I'm lying down on e bed.Covered wif blanket,had dis small bolster to cover my eyes.Bought tgt wif Baby some time ago.

Initially I'm just having a rest after a day of work at causeway pt courts.Today is my 1st day there.Well everything is fine.OK back to my topic.SO! I close my eyes while tt small bolster covered my eyes... i felt something veri strong pressing down on me.Its like i became smaller... tt small bolster of mine became 'BIG'.

I felt as thou i need a lot of strength to get up.But e fact is i just need to lift up my hand to take tt small bolster away from my eyes n i'm free! Y do i haf dis kind of feel suddenly?Or sld i say y do i feel dis kind of pressure?

It felt real.N I'm SERIOUS.Thinking too much?Or is it coz my job is at sake?There are so much things happening to me.Too much for me to say... too much for me to even write here.Sometimes i think i couldn't even use words to describe?

Monday I'm off.Went out wif Baby.We went to haf lunch n headed to Bugis.... a temple there.Tt temple tt i last went wif Baby was when i found dis new job of mine.A gd opp for me to earn more.N yes.It came true.So we when there again to pray.*thanks Baby for acc me there.Just for me... i reali app tt.*

Well,Baby ask me to qiu qian.I did.Its nt a bad one.I ask abt my job n my health.It says my job will be fine if i took a opp tt comes along.For my health... It will improved.I reali hope its true.I treasured everything tt i haf nw.I reali do.Everything.

*Yes.We r getting more att to each other.Gd?Bad?I hope its gd thou*

*loving u always n i always will...

2008-08-16T01:18:00.000-07:00

Haiz my runs to e toilet has nt stop.Stomach still feeling weird.Jus hope i cld get well soon.If nt I'll be in trouble.As i din report to work regularly due to my health.

On Tuesday I'll posted to another place.Well i sld say a few places.I dun stay in a place during these few mths.Tts my manager's decision.Long story...Well wat i can do is,my best.Tts all.Maybe its better for me too?

Wo bu zhi dao...

Baby's sleeping now...Just came back from a talk over at SP.Think she isn't feeling tt gd.Poor baby...Din get to sleep well...Ppl called her hp ard 4plus AM! Crazy fellow.Nt once but twice! DIAO!Too free?

*I'll be strong i reali will...*

*just for us

2008-08-13T03:59:00.000-07:00

Blogging now using BabyKee's lappy.Din report to work today... Yest nite went to see doc half way while working.Keep running toilet n vomiting.Poor BabyKee also.Think its e food we ate tt causes dis.

BabyKee din go for camp yest.Feeling too sick.So today she went back to sch in e morning to help out in e camp.Thanks Baby for buying breakfast for me.Tonite but dunno wat time Baby will be back.Haiz... i miss Baby... Tomoro she got to go back to sch for e camp again... N wun back back till e next day..HAIZ!

Just receive a text from my manager abt e sudden meeting tomoro... Haiz... Wanna sleep longer also cannot.Got to be in e office by 10am! FREAK! Den think i'll go back to work after tt as I've got nothing to do at hm since Baby is in camp...

Dis yr my health has realli been bad.U name it I've had it.Almost all kinds of common sickness.Chickenpox... Flu... Fever... etc... I just hope dis yr will pass soon.Maybe next yr would be a better yr for me...

Baby's health is also bad dis yr.Keep seeing doc... Her cough till now still not fully recover.Maybe not doing sports will be able to help?But i know its impossible.As she like sports a lot.Seeing her cough n feeling unwell i dun feel gd to... Heart pain...

Well,hope things will be better for us as e days passes...

nothing feels more impt den knowing u r by my side always...

2008-08-08T07:53:00.000-07:00

Time reali flies... Tuesday Baby gonna go for her camp already... From 3 days 2 nites turns out to be 4 days 3 nites?HAIZ! Able to meet Baby or nt its still a question... As she got progs at nite wif e ppls there?Well shall see how things go bah...

How i wish she din go for it.But no choice?I cant be selfish... So! I'll just work e whole day n go back sleep... Wait till her camp finish... HMMMM... Me n Baby tgt for nearly 10mths.Ups n down.. We've grown stronger?More att?We've learn a lot thruout all these mths... I suppose...

Things changed...Ppl changed...But i believe our love n connection nv change a bit...Its still there n its going strong!!! For my side...I'm sure n clear...For baby's too... I just hope things will remain as it is n i wanna stay wif Baby!

*just wanna grow old wif u....*

*iloveu n i promise...

2008-08-04T21:17:00.000-07:00

Lately there is so much happenings n i just dunno where to start?Well... Its been days tt I've nv report to work.Been in n out of e hospital visiting my grandpa at NUH.N on e 29Th, he left dis world.

Been busy praying n handling stuffs after tt.Going back to office for meeting tmr.Well life goes on... I'm gonna save money... n earn lots of it too!I wanna haf a better life.I wanna give Baby a better life too.

Went for movie at town yest after Baby's sch.Went to fetch her.Had jap food again..HEE!Our fave.N........ We saw rach n gf!SO QIAO!We caught e same show as well...same cinema...same timing?HA!!!Went hm after tt...

Today I'm gonna cut my hair... Its so messy??Well nothing much...arlios

*growing old wif u is wat i wanna do..... *

iloveu

2008-07-22T05:58:00.000-07:00

Post dis during starf**king session wif baby n Jayvon over at plaza.Today whole day i kept sneezing.WTH! Din spray e med tt e doc gave me e other day.Yest went EVE wif Baby n Co.Drank beer n LOTS OF BEERS.LOLZ!

Lucky Baby can still wake up for her test dis morning.But still she wake up a little late.Took cab instead.After a while i wake up n get ready for work too.Not enuff sleep might be e cause to my discomfort i think.

HA!But on Sunday, I din went to work.Sleep almost e whole day wif Baby!I just like tt feeling.I hope there will be more chances tt we can do it again.

Haiz... Baby is going for her camp soon.Mid of next mth.Means i cant be able to see her for 2 days?Or 3?Wun be able to haf meals wif her...Wun be able to hug her to sleep..Wun be able to kiss her gd nite...HAIZ!!

I'M GONNA MISS U SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!! Hope e camp just ended like how fast i blink my eyes....

*will be missing u soooooooooooo

iloveubaby

2008-07-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

YOZ!!!! BACK! Haas... but lazy to post those crazy pic tt i'm talking abt. But... find it in me n baby's blog ok? Did i post e add? Ok... its www.fishyprawine.blogspot.com. Or u cld actually find e link thru my blog.Under me n baby. Well tt blog we r still working on it.

So!If u wanna tag?It wun be possible.LOLZ! As we haven put in a tag board? But u cld just leave a comment alrite? Nothing much so.......... till i blog again......... hahahahahah.....

2008-07-16T04:33:00.000-07:00

Woooo... its been long since my last post!Been lotsa happenigs here n there..Haas.. SO! After my bade, its baby's bade.Plan a surprise chalet for her!Did lotsa crazy stuffs too.Thanks all my frenz to make dis surprise chalet a gd one!!Thanks for those who turn up too!!

Baby!!! Hope u like everything from day 27/07/08 till e 30th! HEE!!! HAPPY BADE BABY!!!

HAIZ!!! blogger cant upload pics suddenly! Dunno y! ok... i sure upload e crazy pics during e chalet stay soon! HANG ON!!!

2008-06-18T08:44:00.001-07:00

MY BADE PICS ...

I was offered a flaming lamo from e boss of eve bar...

me n baby!

Those who were there on my day..some nt in e pic thou.

Taken by mei

Mich n me!

mei n baby!

Jo Ka,Me,Ade n Tracy

E 4 of us!

haha

Daph n me!

Me n Jo Ka

Me n mei

Me n milo

me n connie

Ade n me

Lecis n me

Me n alss

Me n bud

*Thanks baby for everything...helping me wif entertaining so many

ppl... n of coz nt forgetting e prezzie u gave me.N e cake!My fave from bakers inn.

I LOVE IT!XIE XIE NI!!!MUACKZ!

2008-06-16T20:46:00.000-07:00

BOO!!! Finally I'm here to write my shit! OK! First of all, HAPPY BADE TO ME! (which is on e 8Th..) *damn long ago* LOL!!! Well had quite a nice celebration tt day at eve bar.Din expect to be tt much ppl thou.Will update pics soon!Most prob tml.*HA! my off day tts y*

There is so many things to update.But dunno y my pea brain is empty.Lately there is happy moments n unhappy moments.Oh YA!! I've started my new job.Yest was my first day.Its was ok thou.Thursday will be going to a outlet which is going to be run by me only.Hope i can do well.

Had small talks wif dear yest.Hugging her in my arms... Well heartache is e word.But i promise I'll be a better man... n I'll keep tt promise to u ... my dear.

*u haf ur curiosity... i haf my fears... make dis r/s works shall we?*

*i lost myself when i look into ur eyes..

2008-05-23T19:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 7TH MTH DEAR!!!!

Weeeee.... Finally i blog again... Time flies!!! Me n dear had been tgt for 7 whole mths already...A lot of things had been happening lately... N i know dear is quite stress out.As for me... seeing her like dis makes my heart aches too.But all i can give its my support to her.

No matter wat happens... I'll be here when she needs me.Tts my promise to her.She is still stands e 1st place in my heart.N she will always be... ilu dear..

Abt my life... guess wat? I'm moving again... To e west... wif my mum.. is it a wise choice I'm nt sure.But see things go... Thou i wanted to stay wif dear so so much.But seems like its nt up to us anymore?But I'll find a way out.Or WE WILL FIND A WAY OUT.*Alright dear?*

Next mth 20th its my last day of work.I've found a new job.Smiliar to wat I'm doing nw.But pay will be higher.Well tts e main reason y i quit my current job.Hope things will get better after tt.

*I'm here n I'm always here...*

*Nv gonna leave...

2008-05-12T07:50:00.000-07:00

Boo!! Here i m blogging again... Well went for a hair cut b4 meeting dear at RP.Here is how i look!Think funni? LOLZ!!! WO BU ZHI DAO!

Hmmm... Guess me n dear wun haf much time to spend tgt?Her upcoming camps n everything.But i hope it wun affect us.I mean our R/S.Mean while I'm gonna try to find a better job.For her...for me... for us...

*Knowing u care I'm more den happy... theres nothing more i cld ask for...*

*Thank god i found u...

2008-05-11T20:11:00.000-07:00

There is dis day when i'm standing alone in e crowd wif my ear phones plug in my ear,closing my eyes n hear only e song tt i'm playing thru my hp.Suddenly e noise from e crowd quiet down n e volume of my song lowered.At tt moment i feel withdraw from e crowd...its a feeling tt i nv felt b4.N i dun wanna feel tt way ever again.Its unbearable.A feeling which makes my heart aches.Something which i dunno how to use words to decribe it.

Dis thing happen to me on e day which things isn't going smooth for me.It seems like everyone haf a goal.Knowing where they r going.Wat they wanna do.How to go abt achieving it n stuff like tt.For me?Knowing wat i wan isn't gd enuff.I'm so stuck.N i know tts nt e first time I'm saying tt.trying to find my way out...But i still cant.Nt enuff cert to get me by.Even if I'm willing to try again...I cant reali.I need income.Matter of fact... Quite a bit to get me by.Well I'll just see wat it comes for me...

Hmmm...Dear has been busy lately.Only available daes only Monday,sat n sun?Well i can only take off on Monday.After her sch.I'm nt available on Sat n Sun.HAIZ! N nt all e Monday she is free.Our timing reali crash i think.N tts wat she thinks too.But i cant do anything?I wanna spend more time tgt too.*u know?*

*There is so much to tell u... But some r left unsaid... So much to do wif u... But will i haf e chance?*

*Wat i can say is I'm sorry... U know wat i mean...*

*But loving u is wat i wanna do

2008-05-04T09:23:00.000-07:00

AR LA AR LA!! Cookie sooooooooooo CUTE!!!

Ikea toilet wif CG! >.<

Bought red wine back from Rail Way Mall.Hee...
Me to Dear for our half yr... =)

E music fone tt i bought for Dear!5310(red)
OH!!Nt to forget i make a card too!haas!!*i know my hand writing sucks.* HAHAHAHA!!! HERE I M!! Wif e pics! Ok i know.. LAME...

Guess wat?While i'm writing dis... Dear's feeding me wif potato chips n Cookie is staring at me...!DIAO.

Woo... e red wine wasn't as smooth as wat we usually had drank.But it was OK i think.Still can take it tt kind.

I really wanna find find a gd job thou.HAHAHAH!!! So random.But i had my reasons for it.Partly is for my Dear.E plans we had discussed.I hope it will came true?

*It feels so right whenever I'm wif u...

2008-04-29T17:29:00.000-07:00

WOO!!! Its been long since i update dis "dead" blog of mine... Dear just make her way to sch...N SHE IS LATE I BET! Well guess she is reali tired to wake up for sch.

HMMM!!! Thou its late over here to say but still i wanna say.... FINALLY!! WE'VE BEEN TGT FOR HALF YR LE!!! Hee...*happy* Glad tt she like e prezzie tt i gave?Of coz nt to forget...THANKS DEAR FOR GIVING ME TT PERFUME TT I'VE EYEING ON!*muackz*

Hee... Did wat i said i wld... Bought dear a new hp on Monday... I know she likes it as its slim.. Nokia express music 5310(red).For all of e above... pics will be uploaded on my next post alright?=)

*Gonna start when I'm suppose to soon.I wanna make e effort!!!*

*just love to see ur smile... just love e way u look when i surprise u... just love e way when our fingers interlock... just love e way when we hug... just love e way when we kiss...
i just love e way u r... no doubt abt tt... I'm sure...*

*believe in me...

2008-04-13T22:03:00.000-07:00

Been busying looking for jobs.. struggling my way thru... shouldn't i be settling down already?Things happen here n there.It just caught me thinking n thinking.Sometimes i just stare blankly.My mind is stuff wif so many things.Which i cant even think one by one properly.Will i just collapse one day?HA!!! THINK TOO MUCH! <<< according to my cg.

"Every day that I'm here with you
I know that it feels right
And Ive just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me"

*i wanna know u.Everything about u.Will u let me in?*

*you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
Thats why I'm by your side, and thats why I love you

2008-04-06T13:23:00.000-07:00

OUR LASTEST NEO!Finally!Got pics to Update!YEAH! Ok...today is CG's first day of sch!So far seems ok?Kept telling me got LOTSA BUNG JIANG!!!!

Hee.. ltr going AMK HUB.Walk walk n see if i can get anything.LOL!!! *dear i'm going by myself!!>.<*Off today!But i'm still tired... Nt enuff sleep.Been sleeping late n waking up early lately.Falling sick soon.CANNOT!!! I muz HANG ON!

*Juz wanna remain how we r rite nw.dreading e day tt u will ever felt sick n tired.I dun wan everything fading away as days goes by...*

*iloveu

2008-04-04T07:25:00.000-07:00

Woo.... back to my "dead" blog? LOLZ! Tts wat my dear said.HAIZ!!! Having a terrible flu...watery eyes..MC for me?NO! A BIG NO NO!!! Nt enuff days of MC for me to claim already.Thanks to my CHICKEN POX days.

Well..HANG ON JERVIS LEE!!!
OH!!! Congrats CHICKIE!!!Work hard in RP OK?*jia you*

Hmmm...2 more days to go n dear is starting sch soon.Hmmm...means lesser time to spend tgt?
But i hope things will still remain e same?*I'll try...u will too?*
Scared n worried?Cant be help i guess?

*show me e way?Walk wif me thruout?Will u?*

2008-03-24T21:50:00.000-07:00

Din really sleep last nite.Feeling so tired now.Went to work veri early today.But bought breakfast back for dear as she got work ltr on.Going back work after dis.TIRED FREAK!

Tml going to RP wif dear to configure her lappy.After tt maybe going for movie...*Bangkok love story*hope me n dear can make it tgt.As e movie is R21,n dear has nt turn 21 yet.

Yest send out a few resume again.Hope i wld get a reply soon.Reali need a stable job.No matter wat i just haf to keep trying n trying.

*I'm sorry.E letter tells it all.*

*meant everything tt I've said

2008-03-23T20:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 5TH MTH MY DEAR!!!

A BIG THANKS TO DEAR FOR E PREZZIE! I LOVE IT!
We had been thru everything tgt for 5 mths already.Haas... like a blink blink?I cant wait for next mth n e mth after n e mth after....it goes on n on n on...*fyi: every 23rd when will i upgrade?lol*

*u will always be my addiction too*

*muackz

2008-03-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

Today din turn up for work.Acc dear to RP for enrolment.Woke up at 9plus in e morning.So tired.Both of us.Headed to woodlands wif her mum to meet her god mum there.E enrolment was quite fast as we dun haf to configure e laptop there as we din bought it frm e sch.So we got to go online to make an appt wif e sch n go down again another day.

*on e bus u told me u dunno how to lead ur life alone if we were to part in e future.I dunno wat to say but i do hope tt day wun come n nv it will.We had a bit of disagreement here n there but i hope we wld be able to resolve it.I'll try my best i hope u wld too.*

*my life its all abt u...if u notice?I just wanna hold u n nv let go.But how tightly can i hold u?I know i cant tie u down or make u settle.I'll try my best to let u haf e air u wanted to breathe in,giving u e space u wanted.Will u hold me tight n nv let go too?

Back to myself... been thinking quite a bit lately.Abt?Almost too much to talk abt it.Trying to do things one at a time.But do i haf enuff time?Or b4 i knew it everything will be gone just like tt?Well hope nt.Dis yr..i was told tt e yr 2008 me for me is nt a smooth one.HA!How true...

Hmmm no pics lately.Sorry.Haven been hm n my com is down.Yet to fix it.Haiz..nthing much already..signing off...

*Mr Jervis lee cheer up?blahh!*

*finding e right way to remain in ur heart

2008-03-10T08:57:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm... 2 days din report to work already.Yest MC today OFF !! Hee.. spend e whole day wif dear at hm.We rented some disc yest at plaza to watch.We had nv been so homely b4.. except for e days when we had chicken pox. ~.~

Today dear help me wif my resume.*thanks dear!muackz*As i wanna apply for dis job.Lab tech.Something like a 8 to 5 job.E pay its nt bad too.Hope it reply me asap.As i reali wanna settle down on a proper job.

Well.. just hope for e best.Mean time I'll just continue looking for others.There is so much i need to do.I'm reali gonna go for my dream soon.Its been too long.N e 1st person i tot of when i get it its her... *will u still be wif me?*

*just love it when we talk..held each other tightly..i meant every word I've said.*

*i love u .. simple but it meants so much from me to u...

2008-03-09T08:16:00.003-07:00

Hmmm... been a while since i last blogged. KNW WAT?? My dearest com caught VIRUS.*thanks Johnathon<--my cousin* I cant find tt STUPID disc to reformat my com.SAD CASE!!! SO!! How i manage to blog?Using dear's newly bought lappy! We went to e IT fair tgt wif her mum,sis,god mum n aunties.So many ppl la huh...as usual.

On e 29th of Feb,me n dear actually wanna catch "The leap yrs".But unable to get e tickets.So we catch a few days ltr.But it wasn't wat we expected.Headed EVE after our movie.Our veri 1st time tgt alone there.Shared a bottle of red wine..*sweet.I wanna spend every leap yr wif u by my side*

A lot of things i wanna say..wanna do...but i'm stuck.Thanks dear for giving my ur pt of view towards a lot of things.Regret wat i did in e past.Tt is to explain y i'm stuck nw.But no matter wat i'll try to do wat i can to tide thru everything.*will u still be by side no matter wat happens?*

*i need u

2008-02-21T04:19:00.000-08:00

Sentosa wif Dear...

Beautiful sunset...
Dear's creation.*she is proud of it*

PRESENTING!!! MY DEAR! LOLZ!

WED ..

HMMM ... 2nd time at sentosa wif dear.We r like 2 mad ppl there.ha!*juz look at wat my dear did(above pic)* Nt much sun thou. Guess wat?! IT BLOODY HELL RAIN. But we waited .. So only manage to catch e late sun.

Tue ...

Picked dear from work n headed to town for dinner!Went over to lido n find Jo Ka.Had KFC n LJS.FULL LIKE ~ ... Later at nite met up wif Baby n ML for movie over at LOT1. "P.S I LOVE U" Was playing most of e time in e cinema.But e show was alrite?But Baby said it was quite boring?HA!! ML was luffing like a mad woman?Or rather AUNTY! LOLZ!Headed for SUPPER at coffee shop.BLAH!!!

OK!Today went swimming wif dear at BB.1st TIME JIANG!! Tml is SENTOSA DAY wif clique.More pics to be up i suppose.. So!! WAIT TILL DEN... BB!!

*juz wanna spend everyday wif u...doing watever... =x*

*muackz

2008-02-15T05:49:00.000-08:00

Vday card from dear to me ... Thanks! I love it totally!Dun always say tt its lousy n stuff like tt.To me,i like or rather love anything tt comes frm u! HEY!!! Dun u think tt i'm bullshitting ok?! Said it frm my heart.

Hmmm...glad tt u like e card i had done for u too!Nt forgetting e soup.*heng ar!u nv LS.hehz* Thou its nt something expensive,*hoping u dun mind* but it holds e deepest feeling tt i'm having.

After reading e cards ... i do agree wif wat u've said.Of coz over at my side,Í'll try my veri best to work things out tgt wif u.Wat is gonna happen next n in near future we wun be able to knw nw.But... we muz overcome everything like wat we r doing nw i suppose?

Me too ...

*dun wanna lose u as well*

*love n hold u tight as well*

*loving u always,

ur CG

98º - My Everything with lyrics

2008-02-13T11:23:00.001-08:00

Dis song is for u!!!
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY DEAR !!!!

Hmmm...1st time we spend dis special day tgt.Will make it a memorable one!*hope i can heez*

Lastly hope u wun luff at tt uglt thing tt i gave it to u.Also wun puke at e other one too.LOLZ!

Last but nt least... i love u.. LOTS...muackz

2008-02-13T07:23:00.000-08:00

CNY pics ...

2008-02-09T07:31:00.000-08:00

LET E PICS DO E TALKING ...

HAPPY BADE JO KA!!

EVERYBODY !!

Cg n MeJae n Me

Jo Ka n Me

Jon n Mich

Our crazy acts at mac.

Jon's bird face

E 3 DUNNO WAT ...

Me,Cg n Baby

LOLZ!Class photo taking seesion?!

SI REN ZAO?WAHAHA !!!

E SISSY JON n ??? Baby

ANOTHER ONE?! ~.~

AHM CHIO JON

HO DONG BABY

Me n Baby

Out wif Cg n XiaoWanZi ...

Cg n mE!!

3 of us ...

HAPPY 3RD MTH DEAR!!!>.<

Dinner at Billy Bombers wif CG

Dinner wif dear over at her ah ma's place...

Me n XiaoWanZiMe n Wenqi

Our SHEN JIN BING acts there...

Cg gu niang act LOLZ!My turn...-.-indulged ...

Cg too!

Me carrying cookie.

Me n cookie.

2008-02-04T20:57:00.000-08:00

WOO...So many things to update.Dunno how many days i din blog already.HA!Think part of e reason is i'm nt at hm.Ok..think i sure make a summary of everything!There is pics here n there will be uploaded soon!

First of all...HAPPY BADE TO MY DEAREST JO KA !!! Welcome to e 20s club! LOLZ! I'll be seeing u ltr! Together wif e rest...

Yest went chinatown wif CG,XiaoWanZi,BABY n ML.Was so crowded pls...HA! Its ok la huh.. One yr once ... ate a few things but walk hell lot. N guess wat? BABY n ML reali be aunties there ... OMG ... haha. Me,CG n XiaoWanZi bought 1kg of sweets!Cost 5 bucks.SO MANY PLS!!!

Oh!E day b4 yest after my work went to bugis to meet up wif CG,XiaoWanZi n mum.Bought a white shirt for myself.Nothing much.After we r done took a cab hm.

Me n CG had billy bombers for e first time.So many funni incidents happened.HAAS.Pics will be uploaded on my next post too.After tt we headed to e bowling alley.Our first time playing tgt too.Scores are lousy.Guess we din played for a very long time.Str away after our game,we headed for pool.E pool table at marina sq was freaking low?Ended up we went hm wif aching backs.As for me,my thigh aches too!!! Dunno wat happen.Guess it was e bowling n plus tt FREAKING LOW pool table.OR MAYBE I'M GETTING OLD.*tts wat cg says* =(

OH YA!! So qiao! Saw jon n rusty(her fren) at marina sq too.Her fren wanted to sing.So we headed to EVE tgt.Took last bus back to meet BABY at 163.Jon came along too!! HAAS! But i think she din regret la. @.@ jon *winkz

Ok!Gonna stop here.Till i blog again....

*cant wait to spend tt special day wif u..hope there is more to come...love u*

*muackz

2008-01-22T05:21:00.000-08:00

A lizard tt i saw outside CG's place*weird*check out its tail !

some over due pics ...

My most UGLIEST daes of my life ...

Chicken pox med ...

YAWNZ ... Been feeling tired lately ... Feeling uncomfortable too.Guess I'm falling sick soon.But i cant afford to.As i only left 2 days MC to claim.THANKS TO MY POXPOX! @$#% Still on e verge of recovering ... esp my face ... ~.~

Poor CG is having her poxpox nw.Its quite serious,almost can be compared to mine.She kept complaining its itchy n stuff ... Veri bu shu fu ... poor thing ... *Dun worry ok?Everything will come to an end soon n den u can go out le ren a while more alright my dear?MUACKZ!! *

*Everyone got their fears in r/s.Including me.But I'll still give my veri best n hope for e best to come along too.No matter wat happens in near future,i juz hope we can overcome everything.*

*I LOVE U*

2008-01-20T08:49:00.000-08:00

"TOOTHPICK ME"

HMMMM!!! Seldom blog already.Haas nothing much too.My poor CG is down wif POXPOX!!So POOR THING LEI !!!SO! Nw is my turn to take care of her! Been staying over almost everyday.Seeing her so xing ku...*heart pain*

Alot of things happen in work after i came back from my mc.Was told tt i'll be station at VIVO CITY alone to take care of e whole outlet.i was like ~.~ Scared tt i wun be able to do a gd job.Wun hit target.HAIZ!!! Guess i'll juz haf to do my best.

*been talking feelings recently..Guess more or less u know wat m i thinking or how I'm feeling.I juz hope as days passes..We wld be spending every 23rd tgt..*

*loving always truly

2008-01-10T07:50:00.000-08:00

Had been days since i last blogged. Heez! CG came over my place n stayed!!! 3 days! WOO!!! ENJOYED!!! Every single day n MOMENTS! She headed hm today.SHE BU DE !!! =(

Haven been working since e 1st day of e yr till nw.Finally going back to work on Sunday.Hope my face will be ok by den.So ugly la huh!!! OH!! I sure post some pics maybe ... CG took for me.My ugly days...

Thou i'm like having holidays nw ... but i'm super broke.YES! SUPER!!!Sales r nt tt gd nowadays... Sure find a part time job real soon.Clear all my debts ASAP! I cant afford to drag any longer.

*when u touches me wif ur gentle touch...it juz makes me go weak...finding myself falling...falling so deeply...deeply in love wif u...*

*muackz

2008-01-05T12:33:00.000-08:00

Today i din met her at all ... weird ... But its ok i gotta understand ... Nthing special abt my day thou ... locking myself at hm ... lying on tt pathetic bed of mine ... blah blah blah n so on ... Pills reali makes me SICK . ARRGHZZZ!!!!!!!

*somethings is best left unsaid... but dis sentence is nt always true.Tts wat i think.Things tt I've said to u ... u might nt be sure ... But to me i know n I'm sure. I juz wanna be ur CG ... ur CH (to be) ... believe in me ... dis time is nt gonna be e same.Let me prove dis to u ... pls...*

*i love u

2008-01-01T23:20:00.000-08:00

me n DEAR!

haas dear buy 4 me n herself boxers frm genting
our neoprint!
My drinking clique! LOVE YA!
me , jo ka n jon
us!

BLAH BLAH BLAH .... MY BLOG IS GONNA BE DEAD? or already dead? HEY! thanks for e comment! AI YA!!! Juz so busy too little time to blog. Or sld i say i'm LAZY!!! =x

Ok !!! PRESENTING TO U ALL AT ONE GO! Firstly been away from my hm for week? Or rather weeks! LOLZ!! At my 2nd hm! Been lots of happening here n there. Been drinking lots too!! Hitting EVE 2 -3 days in a week?CHIVAS... MARTELL ... plus BEER?! SHEN JIN BING!!! Tts me n my drinking clique... Haas but it was fun thou... LOVE U ALL MAN!!

OH OH OH!!! GUESS WAT LAR! Din went out on new yr's eve?Thanks to my pathetic ear. Next day went polyclinic n being referred to NUH?! COST ME A BOMB LAR!!! FU**ING SHIT. N den ... tts nt all ... E next day ... b4 i went to shower n get ready for work .. i show Dear my tummy.. got red spots all over.. she guess is CHICKEN POX!

After i showered ... we sat down n see those irritating spots again ... she confirm its those pox. so i went ahead wif my work n see how.Half way thru i went to see a doc.WTH LAR!!! ITS CHICKEN POX!!! ANOTHER SUM OF MONEY GONE!!!

So here m i blogging my shit out!!

*thank u for everything tt u've done for me ... for being there when i reali need u ... treating me like a baby ... as precious as tt ... lastly wat i wanna say is love u deeply ... sincerely as i m saying all this ...

*muackz

2007-12-13T09:28:00.000-08:00

Pic taken by Dear ...

Haas ... Dear ask me to take a photo in dis outfit ... she thinks its nice? =)

Time passes so fast ... its dec already ... i'm gonna miss u sooooooo ... DUN WORRY !!!! I'm gonna be GD !!! >.<>

*muackz

2007-12-10T06:37:00.000-08:00

Some left over pics tt i nv post ...

Dear's SEXY legs ... >.<

Me n Baby ...
me n Dear ...

Our UGLY pic !!! *plastic bag pls !!! *
* Can't imagine my life without u in it ... Be it if its grey or how colourful my life is ... i hope u r e one to share it wif me ... to be wif me ... i may nt be someone who is gd at words ... someone who is gd at sports maybe? ... someone who is hot n charming ...

BUT !!! I'm juz a person who wanted to give u my everything ... e BEST tt i cld give ... to be wif u when times r rough ... to share e happy times tgt ...

Wld u be there??? I'll hope I'll always stand at e corner ....

*tt corner in ur heart ... *

2007-12-07T11:58:00.000-08:00

me n jer

me n jon
Went PLAY wif Dear..Baby..Jerine n Jon yest.. Was so crowded ... As usual we juz danced but music wasnt tt great ya? But we had fun luffing here n there n of coz to each other! *ok i know.. my face is so red..* :P

The nite b4 ... went over to Baby's place for bbq ... brought my chivas over too ... din sleep e whole nite ... till e next morning ... stayed over at Dear's place ... Every of my off days it seems like i'm so busy?Packed up wif all e plans wif clique ... HEEZ! But i LIKE IT !!! OH no no ... its LOVE IT!!! >.<

Things at work is nt going as smoothly as ppl thinks ... feeling stress out ... maybe changing job is wat i sld consider?But i juz dunno wat i wanna do?If i go for my interest?I wouldn't haf time for my clique nor my Dear ... at e same time money is also one of e key factor.Had been fretting over it now n den ... Settling down on a job is wat i sld be doing nw for my age i guess?As wat many ppl r saying?

No matter wat i hope i'll find my way ... somehow ...

OH OH OH!!! As i'm writing dis shit out ... i heard a veri LOUD BANG! Went to my window n do some KPO-ING.Think its an accident.nobody was injured thou ... but saw tt pathetic driver picking up pcs of things tt fly off from his car.. N GUESS WAT??? E fence tt block e road was knocked down by him... Think he is drunk or wat...

My place here always has dis kind of things happening ... n its always tt pathetic fence kena every time ... dunno y also! DUH! OK! Enuff of crapping!

TTS ALL FOLKS !! TILL I BLOG AGAIN ... BB!!

2007-12-03T08:56:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDBtSpiWlxs

I'm reali lost of words ... but i mean it when i say i'll make dis work ... putting e past behind me n walk wif u hand in hand towards our future together ... Time is wat we both know ... But i reali hope u wld be patient enuff for me ... It reali means so much to me ... U ... Dis r/s ... N everything tt got to do wif it ...

Smile is wat i wanna bring it on ur face n nt e opp of it ...

*i cross my heart*

2007-11-28T09:00:00.000-08:00

Me in PLUSH!

My clique!

bleahz!
me n Baby
me n Jo ka
our tired legs..
These r e pics we took yest!!! Nt a lot i think.. haas!! Forgotten abt it!! We kept dancing... ok!!! Till i blog AGAIN... bb

*love my clique*

*muackz

2007-11-28T06:40:00.000-08:00

PLUSH "gold" toilet bowl. LOLZ!!

WOO!!! Had a fun week again!! Tuesday went prawning wif Dear..Baby..Jo Ka n Lindy!! All e way till 6plus am den stay over at Dear's place.. In e noon went SENTOSA wif Dear.. haas nt much sunshine thou..But we still went!! Met clique n headed to EVE bar to drink..

Went to PLUSH to club wif dem again! WA!! Happening all e way.. 1st time went wif Baby.. Haas nt too bad la huh.. But a lot of kids there.. Underage party.. so... BO BIAN!!

But e music was fine.. Dance DAMN a lot.. Haas sweat like nobodies business.. After tt went for supper n headed to Dear's place n zzz... So FREAKING tired!! ~.~ feel like as thou my legs r breaking.. maybe too long ever since i last club till so late n dance all e way!! Hardly rest too.

Hmmm... more pics will be uploaded soon.. *tired*

*hope to spend every single moment wif u..*

*muackz

2007-11-24T09:06:00.000-08:00

Thanks dear for all these!!!! Love it !!!!

Thanks for giving me ur everything ... *Rem our 3 yrs ltr thingy!!!* LOLZ!!!

*muackz

2007-11-23T06:40:00.000-08:00

Me to Her...

Hmmm... Tts my prezzie to DEAR!! Haas.. For our 1st mth tgt.. Its a weird idea thou.. But i said i'll give her trophy when she always joke abt it.. LOLZ!!! When Baby heard abt my idea its was damn funni la.. she kept luffing abt it..

Pass it to Dear yest.. Haas my heart was like beating damn freaking fast la.. dunno for wat shit also.Baby was telling to pass it to her..Suddenly my hands was like so cold n i'm SHIVERING??? ~.~ Finally gather all my courage n walk up to her n gave dis wierd prezzie!! >.< Will nv forget tt moment!!

*Happy 1st mth DEAREST!!! MUACKZ!! hope u like it!!*

*Lots of love..

2007-11-22T06:26:00.000-08:00

21/11/07

Won n e band

Won e boss of EVE bar
me n niece! (connie)
Wat we had for dinner!Mine..Dear's n Niece
Our drinks at EVE bar..
>.< LOLZ!! Me..Dear N COOKIE!
WOO!!! Had a fun week again!!! Been meeting dear all e waY!!! >.<> cookie.. Haas finally she look into e cam..

*our day is coming!!! cant wait... heez*

*muackz

2007-11-18T07:33:00.000-08:00

E day when we club tgt 4 e 1st time...

Me n Dear got a cut at our thumb at e same daY! So qiao! >.<
AC de Jo ka n Baby
LOLz.. Jo ka stand like a model? wahaha*pukes*

HAAS!!! NICE??!!!

Headed hm after work!!! Gd kid today!!! Haas.. yest din went hm... slept over at Dear's place.. >.<

*nv a day goes by tt i dun miss u at all...*

*muackz

2007-11-17T09:32:00.000-08:00

Finally I'm blogging again..Haas been pretty lazy lately..YEAH!!! finally e 16th is HERE!! N of coz over..Had fun thou!! Happening here n there.. Pics to be uploaded soon.. I'm off on wed.. Took Mc for Thursday.. Surprisingly doc gave me 2 days !!! So!!! For e str 3 days I'm off!! DAMN SHUANG LA PLS !!!

Met up wif Baby.. Jo ka n Dear yest for lunch.. Haas as usual we luff like nobodies business? LOL !! After tt Baby muz leave for her dental appt already.. So me.. Jo ka n Dear headed town to play pool.. My sway day ever..*dun wanna talk abt it* Headed CHIPS to drink.. SWAY!!! Kept losing in games.. ended up kept drinking n burping... BOO!!!

Parted wif Jo ka at e MRT.. Me n Dear headed to city hall to chill out n continue our very own drinking session.. Haas but dunno y we decided to head PLAY instead.. On called a cab.. But we dunno e location?Called my fren to check it out..Finally we r going there!! Dear kept wanted to check out tt place so much..

Well yest nite its like flooded wif too much gays?Haas !! But well its OK la huh.. one big family also..LOLZ!!!! Danced wif Dear for e 1st time ever!! Hmmm... something diff..But nice la..OH!! Nt to 4get dis girl dance wif Dear TOO!! Like out of a sudden?But I'm cool la... =)

*there is so much i wanted to say to u.. so much i wanted to let u know...but i juz dunno how to put it across..no matter wat..time is wat we need..i believe..*

loving u always..

2007-11-11T09:31:00.000-08:00

Today working alone.. As my partner din came to work today..on leave!For a day only thou.. Kept hitting stones n rocks..sales sucks today..did my best already..

After work went to find Dear for late dinner at 163.After tt went to sit some place n talked..discuss a few things..hmmm nice i can say..

Headed hm after tt.. =)

*cant help but feeling e way i do juz nw..it hurts somehow..but in a dilemma of wat i sld do?but juz wanna let u know tt no matter wat happens I'll still be there..holding onto our connection till e day u decided to let go..*

*loving u like i do from e beginning....

*muackz

2007-11-10T12:19:00.000-08:00

Well dis is a veri long ago video tt is shot by ME!!! On e 23rd of Sep. HAAS!!! Enjoys guys! Featuring BABY.. JO KA n DEAR!!! Nt to forget e background voice is Lindy's! LOLZ!

2007-11-10T10:00:00.000-08:00

Today was my SWAY day! Sales was bad today for me. Plus ppl cut my sales too... *take horse* After work went BUGIS wif Jason n had late dinner..Above pics tells all.. Its nice! Had deserts too..But forgot to take a pic of it. ~.~ Headed hm after we r done.. tired..

*Nv did i expect dis.. nv did i expect i will feel dis way.. will we avoid all these?Seriously hoping we can...*

*muackz

2007-11-10T09:08:00.000-08:00

09/11/07

Our dinner at New York 2

My RED ear! Pulled by DEAR! >.< Spotted at citylink! GAY!!
Taken on 07/11/07
MY NEW HP!!! GOLD!! Weeee...
Taken wif my new hp!!!

Haven blog for nearly a week! Quite busy lately.. Meeting up wif my DEAR!! >.< haas shall make it short! Hmmm.. been staying over at Dear's place for quite a few days.. Met up wif BABY N JO KA for NEW YORK2 at city link n headed to esplanade.It been long since e four of us met up.Hope more to come. =)

2007-11-05T07:06:00.000-08:00

02/11/07

me n Jo-ka!

baby? _l_ *haha
oh!! me holding dear's hand! she said my hand looks like a guy's??

05/11/07

My ice cream!

Steven's
Stupid dafty duck's
another Steven's

Today at work was BORING LA!!! NO PPL AT ALL!!! But.. lucky i got sales! Nt too bad..Haas went to eat ice cream! Its been long since i reali sat down n had one.. Went wif Dafty duck.. n e 2 Steven.. haas happen tt they called e same name..But Clement is nt here wif us anymore.. a bit qi guai?haas

I'm a gd kid today!! After work went hm str! WOO!! As I'm too tired.. i guess.. Tml after work I'm out again!! ~.~ do some catching up.. But nt gonna drink! Maybe mock tail will do..

*cant wait for wed!! 11 more days to go my dearest!!! *

*muackz

2007-11-04T10:07:00.000-08:00

SAT (03/11/07)

Haven been blogging for e past few days.. haas nthing to blog anyway.. OH!!! After work i went for prawning session wif Jason n Clement!! At bishan.I start out first..while they haf their late dinner.luck wasn't wif me i guess.. waited for nearly an hr n FINALLY!!! caught my FIRST PRAWN??!!! WTH...???

Den Jason came n join me shortly.. followed by clement...Clement was DAMN FUNNI!!! When e prawn is being hook on to his rod he dun even know?! ~.~ After tt he gave up n fell asleep n left me n Jason continue prawning! LOLZ!!! Poor Jason after an hr den he caught his first PRAWN!!

It was fun thou! Looking forward to another session again!!!

*12 more days to go!!!! *

*muackz

2007-10-31T10:16:00.001-07:00

Dis is Steven!

Frenz's fren! Haas!
Chris n gf
~.~ Chris

Dis is CHRIS! BADE BOY!

Our SENTOSA pics

Today another sway day! HUMPHZ! Rain in e morning.. Went SENTOSA in e noon.Ended up like as thou we went there to picnic instead of tanning? ~.~ SO ANGRY! So we slacked there a while n we felt a little rain drops?But we dun care..zzz for e next hr n left e place at ard 4plus..

Headed to harbour front mac to eat ice cream..heez! Was craving for it suddenly. Took a cab down to pick Chris n gf to ARAB ST. E above pics tell all !! OH YA!!! Me n Jason saw dis BIG Simpson so we went over n took some stupid pics wif it... LOLZ!! I think i look like an idiot?! Wahahaa....!!

Headed to Chinatown by cab for some KTV-ing ! Haas.. At almost towards e end.. Steven appear FINALLY!!! Haas kena frm CHRIS... they was trying to find him e whole day.. but apparently think he off his hp? LOLZ!! NT MY PROB!! so i Siam! =) They going BOAT QUAY to drink so i decided to head hm! No drinking for me!!!

*still counting down e days for u !! 16 more days to go!! Hang on my dearest!! *

*muackz

2007-10-30T10:06:00.000-07:00

Today my whole day is feeling so sucky!! Reached work place at 11plus... stoning there till Jason came.. had early lunch tgt.. Haas been slacking e whole day! In e afternoon, we went COFFEE BEAN to get drinks n went up to open garden n slack for 2 hrs! I fell asleep! ~.~ dunno y was feeling so tired..

After work went to supermarket to get bread n ham as we tml going SENTOSA! So I'm making breakfast! Headed hm after tt... Talked to dear on e fone till late.. =)

*e suspense feeling tt I'm having today i dun feel gd at all !! Pulling myself back nt to text or call u..scared tt i might disturb u in any way.. Wun wanna feel tt way anymore!Knowing u felt e same too! =) Heart to heart talked.. love it...

*muackz

2007-10-29T07:56:00.000-07:00

My dinner wif DEAR at MARCHE!

My lucky charm to DEAR!
4 of us
Our BB scores
Sun

After work DEAR came n find me!! >.< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">MARCHE for dinner!!! YUMMY!! Went to open space n slack as usual...HEEZ!!! Gave DEAR a prezzie tt she saw tt time at AMK HUB.. Hope it brings her luck for her A's ...

Headed to PLAZA to meet BABY after her work.. slack a while n stayed over at DEAR's place after tt... *CHEATED ME!!! NV STUDY AT NITE!!!*

Mon

Meet BABY n JO KA at PLAZA for breakfast...Me n DEAR late... HAAS!!! SORRY GUYS!! *muackz* Had MOS BURGER... A while ltr we headed to LOT 1 ! E 4 of us took neoprints for e first time!! SO FUN !! LOVE IT! Played basketball n daytona too! Ended up i haf to take a cab to work ... ~.~ was running so FREAKING late la!

18 more days to go!!! Endure ok? My dearest...

*muackz

2007-10-27T10:40:00.000-07:00

Him wif e "long"table.Lol

Jason

Cant wait to finish work today.. HAAS!! Headed to Geylang again!! Well dis time its only me n Jason.Stupid Steven dun wanna eat SMELLY TOFU! YES!! We had TT!!! N fried large intestine??.. Soft shell crab..He ate "che zai mian"N for me i had sour n spicy noodles! Its so nice!!

After we ate headed to GRANDLINK to play pool !!! N BLOODY HELL !!! E pool table seems so high for me!!! I kept losing!!! WTH !! TT is my LAST TIME i'll visit there!! HUMPHZ!! HAAS!!! But we had fun!!!

*been missing u e whole day!!! >.< *

*muackz

2007-10-26T10:21:00.000-07:00

our dinner at SAKAE!

me at BPP!

WOO...today cant wait to finish work!DEAR came vivo n find me to haf dinner tgt..Had SAKAE SUSHI!! Its been long since i last ate tt..Dear ate a bit nia..I FINISH MOST!! ~.~ After tt went to sat outside vivo facing e sea..JO KA called..As usual..RUBBISH is wat we normally talked? LOLZ!!

Heez! Had a surprise for DEAR..*glad u like it* After tt send DEAR to BPP!! Slacked wif LINDY n RACH at MAC for a while n DEAR acc me to fetch a cab...Heez.. cant bear to leave but i haf to.. Thanks DEAR for acc me!!

Beta try to study.. Promise after ur A's we will see each other almost everyday!! OK? HUGZ!!

*muackz

2007-10-25T10:54:00.000-07:00

Today had breakfast wif DEAR near my house..aTE E SAME THING..haas.. Headed work shortly after..Was feeling rather tired .. y? dunno? DEAR? LOL .. Tt above pic was taken while talking to DEAR on e fone.. As she wanna see how i look wearing tt GREEN TIE... ~.~

After work went to haf supper wif JASON N STEVEN... Had DIM SUM at GEYLANG!! E table was full of food after we ordered...din expect tt is was so much?Haas managed to finish it thou.. It was nice!! Oh !! Muz do my LEG LIFT ALREADY! >.<

*I've been missing u e whole day..its been long I've ever felt tt way...*

*muackz

2007-10-24T10:16:00.000-07:00

our reflection!

me in his jacket!

Him playing pool !

Monkey caught in e act!
Jason n me!
Bleahz! :p
me carrying his bag
him carrying mine!
Wake up early today to go SENTOSA!But STUPID!No sunlight at all! So we had DELIFRANCE n slacked a while to see whether is there any improvement?But sadly no..so we walk out.Ended up saw dis monkey eating at e side of e road?HAAS!! It soooo cute! Snap a few pics ourselves..Headed to THE CATHAY to catch e movie "SUPERBAD" Its M18.Checked IC TWICE! WTH...! After tt went for pool session! Ate MARCHE for dinner..Headed to city hall n he bought skinnys!Headed hm after tt..

Reached hm..waited for DEAR's sms..Haas!! End up she came n stayed over!!

*juz love e way u r..*

*muackz

Happy Day!!

2007-10-23T09:29:00.000-07:00

Today i report to work so DAMN EARLY!! As wanna knock off faster to meet DEAR n BABY for dinner!! Heez! After we had MAC..walk ard plaza like idert?Haas as we dunno wat is there to walk?I mean inside plaza? ~.~

While waiting outside MAC for Baby's fren to knock off..they BULLY ME!! Keep asking me to talk to their HAND! BOO!!! Headed to take LRT at BT PANJANG.Luffing all e way...But e BEST PART is...when we r at e platform of CCK station..Dunno y i became so HYPER!! Doing tt AUNTY catwalk n talk like one to BABY!! BABY N DEAR N i think Baby's fren luff till they CANNOT!!! hahahaha...end up e train came n BABY wif her fren went in first so i had to take e next train!!! HAAS!!! DAMN FUNNI PLS!!! Too bad no pics... BOO!

*i love e way u look at me..it makes my legs go weak n my heart juz beats faster..i love e moment when our lips touched..letting me drowning in ur kiss..i love e way when our palms touched..everything juz sets in n go accord wif e flow n feel..tt is e day tt u stole my heart...*

*muackz

2007-10-22T08:53:00.000-07:00

Him(Jason)on e fone

baby motherly look! LOLZ
baby's score
DEAr's score
MY SCORE!
baby,dear n me!

WAT E HELL??? haas
KNS!
ME N DEAREST!
baby crazy stunt
Today wake up early to meet DEAR n BABY for LJS breakfast! Dear late! Haas after breakfast went to play "basketball"! Haas above is our score! A bit "lan"i know.But our arms is like so SOUR!! LOLZ! *had lots of fun n i miss it so much* Haas end up BABY nv go sch !! So notti!! Wanna psycho me watch movie BUT I CANT!! I muz go work .. He(Jason) come find me go work.As i wed muz go SENTOSA!!! Haas cant wait...

Hmmm...thanks for acc me to work..know its far for u thou.. =) Oh n thanks for e supper! Haas glad tt u think its nice! Will haf more next time!

*i'm clear of wat i wan..i''m clear of my feelings towards...i juz wanna know how u think n everything tt matters.. right here waiting...

*muackz

2007-10-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

our steamboat session!

e veri STR LAMP POST! lol
=)
Yest din report to work.But was feeling uneasy e whole day.Met DEAR for MAC breakfast n shortly after..LINDY n her fren came.*opps cant rem his name!* Well followed LINDY e whole for her pic taking.Its for her project bah.. OH YA!!! THANKS for her fren who drive us ard n back!

We went west coast...Saw e VERI STR LAMP POST?!! LOLZ! Is to compare between tt n e one at VIVO CITY! LOLZ!! N e pic above tt says "tian tian xiang ni" its quite nicely done even thou its vandalism? HAAS....!! But i like it in a way!! Had steamboat for dinner!! Its been quite a while i had steamboat.. NICE!!

After meal ME N DEAR headed to BUGIS JUNCTION while LINDY n her fren went to meet classmate to do project.Walk ard...n guess WAT?!! We saw RACH N CO! SO QIAO!!! Strike 4D also nt so ZUN LA!! Haas... sat down wif dem in e end..Had laughter as usual.LIND n fren join us ltr on..Shortly after JO KA N BABY CAME.Think they r ard BUGIS TOO.Headed hm shortly after..Thanks DEAR for acc me to e train station...MUACKZ!

*i dunno wat happen..i hope dis wun last long..i miss everything i reali do..i dun wanna lose wat we used to haf..inside me its juz left an indescribable feeling..i reali dun feel gd at all..can u tell?can u feel it?

*i miss u ...baby

2007-10-19T10:25:00.000-07:00

"nt str lamp post?"

dear n rica!!!

some left over pics from yest!

These r e neo prints me n dear took tgt!Our veri first time..nt too bad i think?haas!

Today nthing much actually..headed work at 12pm today..end up DEAR..RACH n RICA came to find me after my work!Had BK tgt at VIVO.Den slack a while before going hm.. haas took some pics too!Den i told dem tt VIVO lamp post ALL R NT STR AT ALL!!! haas i took a pic of e lamp post!!

*hope to see ur smile everyday..hope i cld make ur everyday colourful as u haf made mine..

*muackz

2007-10-18T09:50:00.000-07:00

THANKS TO DEAR!!e girly side of me..

our toilet pic!

Today nv go work!! Was sooo tired PLS! But DEAR keep asking me to wake up n work?Haas SO SORRY!!! so i decided to take mc today!! Oh by e way..thanks dear to acc me to see doc..!*muackz more pics coming up!My stupid com got prob so wait till tml!!

After our heart to heart talk sld i say?There is something i muz say..whatever I've said its nt juz blah out juz like tt.Nor to let u hear wat u wanted...

*reali wanna know wat u r thinking..wanna be by ur side every now n den..wanna receive ur text too to make my day..wanna try so much things wif u..wld i be able to?

*dunno wat i'm feeling but juz love tt feeling when we......

2007-10-17T09:15:00.000-07:00

me n DEAR !

dis pic taken by DEAR! HUMPHZ!
WOW!Its been days i haf nt blog!Well yest i off!Went jurong to meet DEAR after her tuition n we headed to city hall to meet JO n BABY.Took bus to katong to eat laksa n play pool after tt.Headed to EVE BAR after tt to meet JASON n Co.No choice muz go as i PS dem 2 times already!Drag DEAR , JO n BABY wif me too!N YUP!! we went there almost every wed n sat?Haas!! we nv reali realise till they said yest..!!

BABY n JO headed hm first..left ME n DEAR continue singing..a while ltr we headed hm too..Went to DEAR'S hm in e end..save my $ to take cab.Heez! had Fun bah tt day.. =)

*muackz

2007-10-15T10:23:00.000-07:00

LOLZ!! so funni la! Today after work met BABY,DEAR n JO for dinner!Had BK! Was luffing like MAD COW? Haas.. I SIMPLY juz love it when we did tt !!!

E pics above taken in train.. My idea to all these GAY PICS!! HAAS!! It turns out to be NT BAD!

Was thinking y i always took pics wif tt stupid long sleeve shirt.. Dun like to wear tt actually.. But i've got no choice.. But its still beta den to wear tt STUPID SKIRT!! haas! If its nice i might consider.. But its reali freaking ugly la huh.. n BABY , JO n DEAR was luffing abt it! When they heard i'm ask to wear tt skirt! HUMPHZ!! SHIT DEM!

But......... I STILL LOVE DEM E MOST!!!! HAAS!!!

*muackz

2007-10-13T09:42:00.000-07:00

our drinks at EVE BAR

xing fu de wo?haha
LOLZ!!
OPPS!! *but hot ya?*HAAS!!
rica me n ser!

haas!our AC pic!

love dis pic!

me n rica!!!

dear n me!

retard us!wahaha

we did this in e middle of e road PLS!!!

me n lindy-->seh~

After work went to bugis n meet dear n e rest n head to EVE BAR!Oh by e way..HAPPY SWEET18 to RACHEL!!!Had drinks n singing session!Reached hm at 6plus in e morning!! -.-Haas let e pics do all e talking!!

Well..while in e bar somethings happen.Unpleasant stuffs..but its cool after tt.. *baby love ya ok?hugz*

Overall..had a great nite thou!Wun forget wat e aunty did~ lolz...!!

*thanks for giving me tt moment..its a moment tt i wun be able to forget..a moment tt belongs to u n me..it juz let me craving for more..*

*muackz

2007-10-11T09:42:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 10am today..thinking it was still early..went back to zzz till 11am den wake up.Nearly forgot to remove my nail polish!Faster run to my mum's room to do it.

Headed to work after bathed..wif DEAR's shirt!Haas she lend to me to let me try e size..Called e shop to check if they still haf e size..Haiz who ask me to be so small size?I've to run to BEAUTY WORLD to get e shirt!Going tml morning all by myself bah..Den maybe head to IMM to return things as i dun think i'll be working there anymore..

Today i work an hr extra..got no mood thou..abt my work stuff n others..i'm scared to make e wrong decision..dunno wat to do..needed a few days to think it over..its a serious thing thou..Haiz...

*after wat i've heard i'm speechless..i dunno y i'm feeling e way i did..reali wanna know..*

*heartaches*

2007-10-10T08:33:00.000-07:00

Hmmm..early morning DEAR came my place to help me wif some stuffs.Well stuff tt sld be kept away..Supposedly BABY sld come too..but she overslept..too tired already i think.Had a fun time over my place wif DEAR n my house tt irritating 3yrs old BABY!

After tt went AMK to meet BABY n jo for lunch!Had chicken chop..but nt nice!*disappointed*Went to play basketball in AMK HUB!so tiring..its fun thou.

Headed to marina sq to meet mei n devil they all..1st meeting!its nt bad..e pic taken wif devil for e 1st time.she said she dun take pics.Haas lucky me?After dinner headed to EVE BAR to find DEAR,JO n BABY.Before i reach..they already had 8 bottles?Hmmm..dunno y drink so fast also..crazy..Well things happen in there..some cheeky moments..emo moments?

After finish all e drinks..took last train to CCK for supper..was hungry after we drank.But i had dinner b4 i came!SO FATTENING!!But it was nice..Haiz..I reali muz control myself..headed home after tt..was soo tired..thanks to my FREAKING NOSE!!!

*they said i was so gay today!*

2007-10-08T09:39:00.000-07:00

Dis is my newly cut hair..think it doesn't suit me?Well anyway nvm..been feeling nt too gd lately.So juz feel like cutting my hair.Everything floats up suddenly..listening to e song.."when u r gone"it reali can relate to all of wat I'm thinking actually.Bits n pieces of e song links to almost my everything.Pouring my everything out..dunno when den I'll come to terms wif all these.. some i haf been taking it for yrs.. i reali wanna know when.. but i guess I'll juz let nature take its course.. thanks for hearing... MUACKZ!

2007-10-06T07:06:00.000-07:00

Today after work went to BUGIS to meet Jo-ka,baby,Lindy..n cousins of hers..n 1 of their fren for dinner.Had PASTA MANIA.After tt went to Arab ST to check out "something"?Haas.. end up we went to dis pub.Nt reali a lot of ppl? I think we r e most nosiest group inside?We sang.. we drink.. had MARTELL..well..its a crazy nite for some?Its a sucky nite for some too.. emo for someone too?Well thank you for encouraging me..thank you for ur advice to me..i'll rem it n also try to apply it..still will be grateful if u were there to help me out too... MUACKZ..

2007-10-05T06:53:00.000-07:00

Stayed over at DEAR's house...after a nite of craziness at KBOX.Fight wif her over e STUPID DUMB bed for so long den finally settled! Din reali slp e whole nite.Was talking all e way till morning 6plus?Den.....her mum came in..was wondering y we lie beside each other?Felt weird?But its cool.. Anyway.. juz wanna say thanks DEAR for hearing all my craps?But really appreciate it...HUGS..MUACKZ!

It was CRAZY!

2007-10-03T06:49:00.000-07:00

After work went to CCK to meet baby for dinner.POOR POK!Still sick.Den told me tt Lindy n DEAR coming too.Haas.After we finish our dinner they r still nt here PLS!After tt acc BABY to shop for her auntie things n we headed to play "basketball"!Haas.BABY n DEAR is proud tt they broke Lindy's record.After tt we went KBOX.I told myself i wanna take e last train hm..end up leaving tt place at 3AM!WTH!It was so high pls..all of us dance ard e room i can say.LOLZ!Tt nite was e nite tt all of us saw BABY so high!HAAS..looking at her high we became high too.Sing those songs so loud like nobodies business PLS!Got once suddenly e system no sound.LOLZ!we tot we blast till spoil.Den its BABY maybe accidentally knock e button tts y.HAAS!But i love tt nite!I bet everyone does!Gonna go again 1mth ltr BAH!Waiting for DEAR to finish A's..LINDY to finish her sch's stuff! HEEZ!!! MUACKZ!

BORED!

2007-10-01T10:10:00.000-07:00

Today wake up at 3plus in e afternoon!Was so tired pls..den slack at hm till late afternoon..went to BBDC to top up my acc..went to ta bao food n headed to baby's house!ate tgt wif baby..ML..n pris.Had Fun!catch e last train hm in e end.sooo...here m i blogging!Well nthing much today..E whole day was quite dead thou.Lastly..wanna tell BABY..JO.. N DEAR to take care!get well soon..!wanna hang out tgt soon!MUACKZ!